When the moment for deep transformation arrives, dive into it boots and all. Once it has passed there is no need to try to repeat the intensity. The first time was a gift. The second attempt is ego driven. Once the light has come in, learn to live in it. Life is a Zen master. 


The whole effort of Zen is to bring you to your own consciousness, and then there is no need of any scripture, and there is no need of any guide. You have your own light and you can live accordingly, intensely, joyfully, dancingly.